You saw the enemy, I saw your face.

I thought I’d grow out of it by now, but the idea of commitment still gives me anxiety.

I can’t believe I still think about it.

crossfade-cold

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I’m always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you

And I’m sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

(Source: estelio-ammen)

You so pathetic, some people need to grow up.

neverchangewhoyouare:

sameerose:

Ahh, I can’t believe I never thought of this! I love cows! I am definitely going to attempt painting my nails cow-inspired.

EMILY HELP.

Not even in my dreams,

really?!

I’m going to laugh my ass off when Cindy Anthony is found guilty of perjury, and Casey is on death row.

Sounds terrible, but remember Caylee.

You’re such a liar. LOL.

It’s always the ones who have gone through the most,

who end up the happiest.

I wonder who you think about when you post some of those pictures.

I don’t actually hate Valentine’s Day.

It’s just another reason to reflect on all of the fucking assholes who have hurt me. I have lost any hope that there are good people out there. I don’t even care about being single, its whatever. I just wish I had some hope left.

I can’t walk, my shoulders hurt, and I’m pretty sure I bruised a rib.

But it was so so so so worth it.

I haven’t had that much fun in so long, it was nice getting away from everything, and the guys I hung out with yesterday gave me hope that there is something better than what I have been getting.

And as fucked up as this sounds, I’m glad the fact I’m having fun makes you want me even more. You acted like a douche, so I may as well keep you guessing for a while.